Sometimes...

sometimes,
I don't get it right.
sometimes,
as much as I try, it is still not good enough.
sometimes,
I really don't think pruning is a good idea, O Holy Reality.
Because there is already pain.
And the cutting,
not so sure that it is going to bear more fruit.
Not so sure there was fruit in the first place....
And yet I know I bear fruit...
I do know this.

So....
Please.
Let me grow, let me bear...
and when all is healthy,
then go ahead and prune.
Amen.