That's is kind of how I am feeling right now.
I am trying not very hard to not to be focused,
which in regular words is:
I am not focused.
I am not trying.
I am procrastinating.
maybe it's my mind emptying itself in a weird way.
I have exhausted all the possibilities of clicks to check on facebook,
shoe sites, groupons, twitters, email, facebook, email, ummm...
landing finally to write here to get some words out of my body,
some thoughts, scattered though they may be, pushed out of my mind,
sifting through the raffles of my mind,
neurons spinning, misfiring, jumping....
moving towards the illusive quiet, still space...
a point of tiny light,
help me God.
help me to listen your Spirit,
in spite of me,
tune me to your Word, and your Silence in between.